here i am, updating abit..

Since I’ve updated my bloggie earlier..
Here I am updating again..
After rambling so much abt e 1st two days, its time to ramble on my health..*giggles*
Dis whole wk, I onli werk ydae n tml.. On tues I had an acute case of chest cramps.. @ my right breast area.. Den I had a hard time breathing.. On wed is my off day.. Suppose to b ydae bt Kak Sita wanted 2 xchng cos she gt medical apptmnt ydae: therefore, my off day was on Wed.. I spent my off day @ hm.. Super weak.. No1 took care of me xcpt my beloved gfs, Mimi & Myra.. E bf? Well, he AWOL on me.. Forget abt him wen I was damn sick.. Bt at least he came by on Wed nite 2 c me wen found out I was veri sick.. *Sweet? Dunno la..*
Ydae went to werk as usual.. Bf gave me a surprise.. He waited 4 me @ e bus stop 2 send me off 2 werk.. A huge feeling of happiness engulfed all over me.. I hugged him until I didn’t wanna let go.. *weird huh?* Den in e mrt, e both of us slept cos didn’t hav enuff slip e nyte b4.. We hung out @ e playground till abt 2am.. I left him @ e playground n went hm 2 slip.. Ttz y I was uber surprised 2 c hym @ e bus stop.. *giggles*
Upon reaching werk, he kissed my forehead & on e lips.. In frnt of e APO bois.. Tt surprised me.. Cos he doesn’t do tt b4.. It was e 1st time.. It felt romantic n sweet.. Despite I was still unwell & veri pissed wif hym, he still took care of me.. Aftr werk, I gt hys panic call & went straight to Bedok to attend to hym.. He was quite badly beaten up by hys so-called frenz.. I’ve already told hym nt 2 trust e new frenz too easily.. But he doesn’t listen 2 me.. Went over to Lysa’s crib to get ice water to cool down hys swollen cheek.. See hw much I love hym.. I’m still havin chest pains @ tt pt of tyme.. Havent had my meds..
Nw @ hm.. Still sick.. Flu shits.. Hopefully hubby come to fetch me n send me to werk.. Plus, he wanna fetch oso.. Hehe.. Ok la.. Feelin tired n sleepy.. Tml werk liao.. Bye..

here i am bck to update on my bloggie..
itz been a hectic hari raya for e 1st two days..

on e 1st day (20.9.09), we left home quite late cos had to wait for ayah..
so in e late aftrnoon, we went over to my aunt's plc @ boon lay..
there, had so much fun..
me n baby slept in kak zana's old room..
cos i ate my flu meds n it made me sleepy..
baby lak cranky cos been up since 9+am..
slept for abt an hr for both of us..
i had a great time there cos no1 judged me n baby..
n evry1 loved e both of us..
dey even gave me encouragement n advices abt takin care of baby..
drg tk kuat agama tapi drg tk mengutuk kesilapan org..
drg still support cos dey undrstnd..
ttz y i rather raya wif dem den e other side..

den fr boon lay, we went to eunos..
e grandparents plc..
i had to put aside my ego n deal wif dem..
bt i knew tt disaster will strike wen im there..
we werent reali welcome there..
too many hypocrites ar..
dpn ckp lain, blkng lain..
e onli person tt i reali wanna fuck is my aunt..
e bitch who started tis..
she's a total motherfucker..
wen mama went there b4, she wasnt there..
cos she didnt wan e truth to b knwn..
my grandpa was e cool one..
he was veri calm..
he knew agama bttr den e rez..
he didnt use vulgarity against me n mama..
bt e wife was totali hilang akal..
she maki hamun me mcm mulut tk de lesen..
nama jek da gi haji berulang kali..
tapi mulut kuat mengutuk, mengata n menghina..
lagi2 de support dpd anak2 kesygn dia..
aku heran nape bila mama sebut nama betina tu, pakcik aku yg aru kehilangan bini, walked away..
hahaha..
nk stab hero by sayin wat was written on my blog..
tapi bila mama bongkar rahsia, konek kecut..
aku tk heran sape nk baca ini blog..
aku da ckp dgn makcik yg aru alik fr london..
"i wont fuck pple upside down if im nt triggered..pple who disses my family, deserves e world to knw wat a fuckin shit dey r.."
jgn stab da beragama, tapi perangai mcm sial..
aku n mama masih tk puas hati dgn pmpn sundal tu..
dey tink dey won e war..
bt dey r damn wrong..
e war has juz begun..
let mama start e defence n attack..
while i n Nyf stand at e sideline waitin 4 our turn..
*listen here...nk report kt nenek psl nie entry..korang nye psl..mama kt sblh skg..she knws watever i type here..so stop being a hypocrite n damn big fucker liars..*

oh..btw, klu nk ckp aku kangkang puki aku, check puki2 yg lain if da kena sumbat ke belum..
n check if drg pernah minum arak..
nie benda semua aku tau; same for mama..
tapi korang tk kn berani bilang nenek..
cos my shits r more to tok abt, den ur beloved daughters/nieces..

finally ive let it out..so im waitin for more craps fr e fuckin family..


on my 2nd day of raya..(21.9.09)
i went to marine terrace..e bf's uncle house..
went wif baby..had loads of fun..den we went to yishun..nt much plc cos baby was cranky n clingy..
mayb cos of ydae's shit tt hppn 2 her mommy n grandma..
she was veri clingy until e bf gt no chance 2 manja2 wif me..haha..
bt we had a huge quarrel @ yishun..
abt committments n our contacts..
he nearly hit me wen i shouted @ him..
i dared him until his aunt came out..
she damaikn us both..
den we tok2 at e staircase..
baby was on my lap; playin wif my makeup pouch..
we argued until i asked for a break up..
bt he die2 duwanna..
wen i took off e couple ring, he put it bck on me..
i cried n wiped my tears..
he hugged me n baby..
apologised for evrytin n reali wan tings 2 werk out..
he kept sayin tt he loves me n ttz y he chose me over linda(ex timer)..
so we went bck inside n ate..
baby slept..
so aftr tt, i went home by cab wif baby..
ive been hurt bt im ok la..

hmmm...
ive updated e pix oredi @ Facebook..
bt i put up here oso..
for those who dont hav Facebook..

ok la..ttz all for nw..hehe..
byez..

hey y'all..sory for the long absence..
since e death of my laptop,ive yet to able to do any bloggin n i miz it..haha..
so nw wif my new mini HP, im gonna blog quite often..
hehe..happening sak..
jz ordered on Wed, tdae cn gt e lappy..
nw im happily usin it..muahahaha..


so hw's life for lil ol' me u mite wanna knw?
im doin fine..so is lil princess..we r doin veri well..
our financial is quite stable..despite e tite budget..
alhamdulillah, princess expense owaz enuff..
mine?hehehehe..im still content..
ciggies, mkn, minum, transport..
all ok..
yup, im still smokin..
mama knws n wana help me cut down den quit..



wow..a mth of ramadhan is abt over..
ive went thru alot lately..
wif e exbfs, exgfs..
bt ive survived didnt i..haha..
im currently single bt unavailable..
got 2guys n 2gals to layan daily..
prepaid aku naik kering nk kena layan drg..
tapi drg yg tukang top up la..haha..

ive bought evrytin for raya..
1st day wif e family..me n princess will b in bright yellow, while e rez in dirty yellow..hehe..
den on 2nd day, me n princess will b in our KEBAYA..yupz..princess wearin kebaya..haha..
no worries..pix will b up once ive taken dem n bck fr e jln2..
2nd day im goin wif e exbf side..cos dey wanna c e princess..
im werkin on tues..
den off on wed..
suppose 2b off on thrs..bt kak sita exchng off days wif me cos of her medical chckup..
on 16th sept, ive bought my mom her heels fr Charles n Keith..so did i..
mine super high lor..
ayah warned me nt 2 carry baby wen im wearin it..haha..
den bought Krys hys belated 20th bdae gift..
had pizza for dinner..hehe..
den nw i gt my lappy..whee~

im usin my lappy for internet n story/poem writin wen im bored..
den no nit 2 fite wif Krys for e comp..haha..
me n Lala r ok nw..
contact constantly..
we acknowledge each other @ werk by nodding or waving..nvr tok..
cos pple nnti uat mulut ar wen c me rapat alik wif her..
org2 semua kn mulut mcm sial..
mcm la drg baik sgt..
at least aku rapat dgn butch; bkn jantan..

haiz..
wat else 2 update ehk..hmm..
ok la..
nk layan princess 1st..hehe..
anitin i update soon..
byezz..

here am i updatin my bloggie..
since sum1 texted wif me tis early mrnin regarding sumtin & she popped in e issue of updatin dis dusty bloggie of mine..haha..*u knw who u r babe*

so here goes nutin....

tis whole week has been DAMN tiring for me..on Mon (27/7) was my Off Day..so ive spent my time wif e bro, mom n baby..Daddy was werkin e 2nd shift..so aftr he went off to werk, we all got ready n went off to CDANS..to bowl..Baby was ecstatic..as usual..we took 157 to bt batok den took 188 to CDANS..haha..it was raining though..so we covered her stroller wif e rain cover..me n mama shared an umbrella..haha..bowled for nearly 2hrs..4 games..muahahahaha..won all e games!!wheee~aftr tt, we hang ard cos it was raining heavily..wen e rain had stopped, we went home..Nad was forever cuddling up on my breast..huggin me tightly..haiyo..makin berat lei tt babygerl of mine..hahaha..

on tues mrnin, i was super lazy to get up..pampered la..fr Sat till Mon wake up late..hahahaha...but wen i did wake up, Nad woke up oso..she wanna bathe wif me bt i wun let her..jz let her sit in her bathtub while i showered..aftr tt, ive make up as usual..den left home by 6.15am..reached werk in a hr..smoked at e usual smokin pt..den i took off to buy mrnin coffee..as i walked thru e Staff Lobby, i didnt acknowledge NiQ..i jz cldnt..haiz..nvm la..den upstairs i knew watz my deployment..OJT: Backroom..wahpiang..had to do creation & printing of certs..aru bljr da hands-on..all e way i did creation..durin creation we had to verify documents tt e cashier had collected fr e applicant(s)..den once all confirmed, i had to stamp e control number which is in sequence..den we had to check if e applicant(s) had taken their Oath..once dey did, we start to print their certs..1st day was fun..learnt fr Sidah..den 2nd day learnt fr Rina..she was abit reluctant to let me print e certs n fin e job on tyme (5.45pm)..as for Sidah, once we gt e AF fr e inside drawer, straight away we print cert..watever photo i cn retrieve, she let me print e certs..if cnt, she'll scan e pix n i do e printin..tt makes our werk end on time..if not, we end late..like on Wed n Fri..wahpiang..ended at 6+pm..cos Rina did e scanning n editing while toking to Khai on e phone..was damn pissed..if im single wif no kid, i dun mind stayin till late..nw i got a kid at home waitin..n i got a few hrs to spend wif her b4 headin to Lalaland..haiz..

ydae i had to werk..as usual..Checker duty..i xtrmly tired out fr e backroom job..den i had to help wif a replacement case..wahliao..damn stress..gd ting gt FREE LUNCH..went off ard 1.30pm..smoked wif Hazrah..den i went to City Hall to mit up wif my dancers..we were goin for our training..it was fr 2.30pm till 8.30pm..damn tired..i cart-wheeled, handstand..all dis had to practise cos i told dem i feel heavy..haha..danced my hearts out..we used sum old steps fr previous performances n created new ones..i had a fall fr my cart-wheel wen Pipit entered e studio..we didnt expect hym to come..muahahaha..but it was all good..went home by MRT wif Zaini n Chin Wei..gerekz la drg..bullied me until Outram..hehe..den i was on my own till Boon Lay..fullblast my mp4..got home, had snax wif Nad n we wrestled..she giggled nonstop..haiyo..den i texted Pipit if he was home oredi..no reply..nvm lor..so i carried on wif othr tings..i asked e baby bro to open a website: M1..wen he did, i took over for an hr..mama asked if she cld upgrade her line cos she knew tt im lookin for a new hp..but she didnt wan me to use 2nd hand hp..so wen i browsed thru e online M1 shop..i saw e price range of e Nokia phones tt i aiming..so i saw Nokia E63..

it costs $98 for a week special..i texted Aira n Yan..cos fr wat i knw both usin tt hp..Yan didnt reply cos i tink she was aslip..so Aira told me abt e specs..she loves e phone cos of e user-friendly functions..but she mentioned tt e camera sux..e flash too bright..hmm..i wasnt tinking abt e camera..i was tinking of e messaging n music..she said e goodness of e phone, ttz y i grabbed lor..she was happy cos im gettin e red one; same as her..hehe..den i purchased..it surprised me tt i got a $25 discount off handset purchase voucher..muahahaha..so used it lor..Mama oso agreed..end up, we paying $73 for e phone..hehe..den we charged it to Mama's Visa card..she didnt mind..she said if it makes me happy wif wat i get for tis yr raya..hehe..cos she sees tt i love my job n becomin more responsible wif myself n Nad..she tinks i deserve a lil gift..cos ive been faithful to my job at ICA..den i nvr once complained abt changin jobs; xcpt complain of e backaches n e pain in e ass of my officer..haha..he loves to pick on us wenever he gt free time..hehe..den aftr ordering..Mama asked wen will it arrive..i say "dis Mon tapi mlm..bab kena de Mami as e main subscriber (cos under my name) n Nenek cos u r e credit card holder..hehehe.."so she informed me to come home straight fr werk..den i texted Sidah n Rina tt we nit to fin printin e certs by 5.45pm cos i gt sumtin on Mon nyte..Sidah totali agreed..but Rina was lyke "ok la..tapi kai jumpa rina la kak.."haiyo..she expects me to wait wif her till 6.30pm..no way!!haha..

ok la..i tink tis shd b it..i wanna watch my movie online..hehe..byezz..