on sat, went over to help a buddy wif hys stuff..he wanna apply line..but he's damn picky wen cums 2 e hp part..i was super bitchy twds hym..but wen he nit 2 go off 2 work, he told me 2 kip lookin 4 e phone he wans..so i went over to Bedok, fr Tamp..thnk God Lisa was ard..aftr much search & e brkdwn, went over 2 her crib..lepak there..plus,my damn jeans were stained..haiz..had to wash e stain off..sat at her crib..ate wif her..my lunch+dinner..she knew wat hppnd..she was there 4 me..*tnx Sis*...aftr tt, he called nearly 7pm..asked my whrabts..den asked abt e damn hp..i was super pissed..den went hm..gt hm, e war started btwn me n Mama..*nt go into details*..msn-in wif Sis Lisa..den went out wif e gals..i cldnt take e stress at hm..

spent my wee hrs in e mrnin (fr 1am - 4am) wif e gals..n e guys came to accompany their gfs..haiz..saw e smooching..f**k la..smoked e nyte away..bt at 2.30am exactly, i broke down..i cried so much tt i became "blind"..e gals comforted me..but to no avail..all e memories flowed back..e tymes HE cheated on me..HE used me..HE hurt me..y muz dis hppn to me wen i was damn faithful to hym..i cried so much..e guys came..comforted me..ended up, i went over to e playground, n sat at e small hut..singin my fave song "Take a Bow"..played it on my hp..i was left alone for abt 30mins..den dey came over n hang out wif me..went hm,Putri was in my parenz rmh..i cldnt care..i was too depress..her words still ringing in my ear & inside my head..it juz sux..

my sunday was spent wif Putri..she made so much noise..makin me laugh..doin silly tings 2 make me laugh nonstop..but wen e evening came, evrytin slowed down, e tense heated up..e buddy left me alone..damn shit~!!..thnk goodness my new fren, Rizal, was nice enuff to "layan" my kerenah..Putri was taken away agn..dis tyme, i cldnt care..i felt as if im meant to lose her..haiz..

at 11+pm, Nora called;she was at AMK..Faz hit her agn..so i had to rush down to my aunt's side..waited for dem to come..as soon as Nora stepped into e house, i was blown e top..her face was bruised..her lips were bleedin..damn..~i told her to go inside n wash up..as soon as Faz entered, i threw a hard punch at hys damn nose..hah!e war began..exchng of heated words..angry words..curses..he slapped me, i punched hym agn..he hit me, i hit hym wif e piece of wood i prepared at e side..as soon as Nora saw my arms were bruised, she screamed at us to stop..she shouted at Faz tt itz over n she's taken their daughter..he wanted to hit her, but i stopped hym..damn..~i was super upset wif e parenz..add on wif dis..i was super angry..my ol' self emerged agn..n i hate it..i wash up n slept..nxt 2 Nora n her daughter, Alysiah..took off at 6am *evry was still aslip*..came hm, n rested..nw, im at e comp..bloggin..body super weak..but, nvm la..my tears were gone..my heart was torn apart..my life is black..im done wif HYM n MY PARENZ..no more waitin 4 e one tt didnt chng hymself..no more hearing wat e parenz wan bez 4 me..no more punchin e lites outta e ones tt dun deserve it..

ok la..e parenz r up..Putri's up..tyme to go MARKET..byez..

hope u guys had a better wkend den me..