i shd hav heeded her advice..but e way she presents it, hurt me deeply..
nw, e family n i hav decided..aftr much tinking thru agama..
wat hits me e worst fr evryone was "tk kn nk kasi baby mkn dari duit haram, wlupun kau keje halal tapi haram terlindung?"
i dun wan tt to happen..
wlupun kita tk mkn atau minum..
come to tink of it, aftr e guests fin eatin or drinkin, im e one to lift their plates n glasses..
e excess drink dripped fr e rim, e excess food on e side of e plates..
e dripped food on e table..
itz my duty to clear the tables, throw away excess food/drink..
on tues 1 of e customer brought a dog..fuck!i gt a damn fear of dogs!
it nearly sniffed my shoes..
fuck!!

so aftr much tokin to abg azmi, e manager, & wif e parenz..
ive let go of my job..
abg azmi undrstood..he didnt scold or wat..
he went thru such matters oredi..

but tdae,ive received gd news fr Etiqa..Raz's so-called gf..
it seems tt im given a chance for intrvw at Swensen's IMM..whee~
im takin up part-time 1st..
if cnfrm no other job offers..esp Police..
den i upgrade to FullTime..

but Kak Nora fr NTUAC called me ydae..
she gt my no. fr Erisyah..
she called to ask khabar me n farah..asked abt din..
nvm abt tt..
she said to irene fong if gt any vacant, call me back..
haha..
den she oso said if gt convocation, she'll ask me to work part-time..
haha..

ok la..
nk layan princess agn..
tdae been hectic..
tml oso..
im goin CRAZEE!!

ive finally let out in e letter tt im closin my heart to hym..n any guys..
cos im reali hurt nw..
hope he understands..
bye..