im fuckin pissed ryte nw..
im feelin damn shitty..
im fucked up..

ive juz punched e reflection of my face..
i wished i cld punch my own face..

baby knows mami's anger..
baby hugs mami alot..
baby kisses mami tears away..
baby wun let nenek touch her..
baby "growl" at nenek since e incident..

i cld always count on her to make my fuming temper die down..

*a note to Rynn*
sweetheart, tnx for listenin to me jz nw..tnx for bein there for me wen i nit u to b there..i knw itz hard for us to mit up..but i believe tt our bond is gettin stronger evrytime we hang out, ryte?we may onli knw each other for a few mths; but u've been a gr8 gf for me to let it out too..love u so much..muackzz..

*a note to Lizzie*
syg, i tau u bz nwadaz..tu bab i jarang text u abt my problems..but u shd knw tt u r bez gf k..i cn nvr pull thru w/o u..rmmbr tt..?our 1 yr anniversary comin soon kn??hehe..syg, tnx for makin me smile wif e sms abt sex, guys, flirts, etc..haha..tnx for takin care of me n farah on behalf of him..we may seldom mit, but u r owaz in my heart..love u MALOTS..muackzz..

*a note to Rin, Waney & Gegerl*
darlingzz..we may nt b close but i cld owaz count on u to help out in listenin to my problems..ive learnt so much fr all my gfs..seein y'all hapi wif ur marriage (though gt probs); i wan tt too..tnx for bein e bez gfs to me..e lunches, e mit ups..tnx so much..love y'all..muackzz..

*to everyone*
my dear darlings..i love y'all so much..i appreciate e times we had, we spent..im thankful to knw all of u..we went thru alot..e love, e misunderstandings..i would like to say tnx for makin me a part of ur frenz..&& tnx for loving Nur Farah Nadirah wif all ur hearts..tnx so much..

-once im financially stable, im gonna organise a Blogger GFs Picnic..So i cld mit up wif ALL of mf Blogger GFs (yg da jumpa & yg blm jumpa)..hehe..ok lah..tyme for bed..nytez..-